My mother has no guilt or shame for the years of emotionally and physically abuse I suffered as a child at the hands of her and the worse abuse I suffered in the care system from the age of 9 until 17. She has moved on with her life while I have tried to build mine. I have been left with attachment and abandonment issues. I have been left with psychological scars, been under the mental health team for 7 years and drugged up to the eyeballs from antipsychotics and mood stabilisers. The only people in my life are paid support staff.

She gets to move on and forget about the past. When my demise comes (Just for the record I'm not planning anything) I want to write her a letter and tell her it's all her fault. She is a christen, I want to tell her for all the hurt she has caused me she will never get into heaven because she is the cause of my demise, she will never be forgiven.

Do you think I should do that when the time comes?

Please help.

Thanks!

I didn't find the right solution from the Internet.

References:https://forums.com/discussion/should-i-tell-my-mum-see-ruined-my-life-and-its-her-fault

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